it's been a week or so.
here goes another brand new nothing.

post ited some parts of the flat. Dream? pink little question marks all over the place. so that i get a good grasp of the whole thing whenever i bump into this and that. check stuff. create habit. train this motherfucking subcounsciousness that's playing hard to get on a daily basis already.

should use something new, but am not sure what. read some experiences people shared on forums, and while that's very awesome and shit, doesn't sound like it's been of any use.

years ago, just staying in the dream once i get aware was the least of my problems. i'm thinking the older you grow the less perceptive you become. about your own suggestions. mind's getting rigid and stiff. and stubborn and incredibly annoying, for that matter.

i know. booze is needed.
it should lessen up the effort.